How are you doing?

Many months passed, I am missing you. I promised to you ever since that day, no emails, no mail, no phone call. I remind myself to keep it. I wonder how are you doing. I wonder are you coping well in your job. I wonder if you are getting better in your health. And I wonder, do you miss me as I do, or you have erased all the memories that we share, replacing new one.

So I pray to God, nothing I can ask for more, only to hope that you are in good health, to realise your dream. A simplest dream that is hardest to realise: have a happy healthy family, a lovely wife and few kids, not so rich but is able to pay the bills, visit to some places you have never been when you have some extra money, buy a house, need not too big, small but warm enough to provide a shelter to the family, keep a husky so to play in the snow in winter, and most important, have a good health.

I will be back someday, if I have chance, I will visit your place again. If the little house in grey still there at the corner. If it still belongs to Saunders family.

很忙吗？

“很想看这场户外演唱会，你陪我去看好吗？”
电话另一端的你却吞吞吐吐。只是一个星期六的晚上，短短的几个小时都有问题吗？
你把考试当理由，应为忙，所以不能陪我。 是这样的吗？一个人再忙，不是也应该抽空陪陪自己心爱的人吗？就连你有空计划旅行时，也不曾想起我吧？

值得吗

一个经常让你流泪的人，还值得你爱吗？
不要再让自己如此辛酸了好吗？

为什么一次又一次地往原来的地方走？
好不容易走远了，却又舍不得。
难道真的不能离开， 也放不下那么一个没有真正用心爱过你的人吗？

就算累也要笑

就算累也要笑！
不要被那些不重要的人气得死去活来。
因为他们根本不重要。

记得哦，就算累也要笑！
加油哦！

Passion has died

Things have changed
You have changed.

Love me no more?
Lost the passion?

No hugs
No kisses
No touches

Do u still care?
Yes? No? I don't know.........

Shall I wait?
Shall I quit?

June 22

It has been long time I didn't cry.
Life was too busy to even drop to tear.
I have been wearing smile on my face everyday.
Is that means I am very happy?
Yes, and no.

Tears can't stop flowing last nite, after u hung up the phone without even say goodnite.
But what would change if you do?